Seems dead!

My blog is so so dead! Many many things happened during the whole of last week and stuffs. Most of them is unhappy things, so i won't bring up the past. :) Treasure what i have now, its the most important. :) Ytd X'mas countdown was pretty awesome, hahaha went to catch Sherlock Homles. Then went to a KTV at Chinatown. -.- Far or what! Headed home after that.

Today! Wooo fun! Went out with B to her friend's place to have steamboat, initially felt very "extra" and "left-out". But after awhile, it became better and the fun starts to kick in. :) Had a awesome Christmas this year. Thank you! I love you. :)

Tmr gonna go for camp at JB! HAHAHA Cool or what! :) Can't wait, need to report at 7.55am. -.- Think will only get to sleep for like err 2 hrs? LOL! Guess gonna catch up with the rest of my sleep during the bus ride there. :) HAHAHHAA :)

Bye peeps! And I love SQY alot! :) <3

I'm not worth..

Sighh, seems like the 2 days quarrel routine came back into my life again. Read ur blog, yeah guess i'm not worth it. I can't get to sleep. Gosh, FML, really.. Guess u're right, every quarrel is i'm the one asking for it. Nevermind, maybe you would feel better if u dont care bout me as you said. I'm totally just not worth it. I feel so so.. Dont know how to describe it. Sighh, i'll guess i'll watch movies till i'm tired and just force myself to sleep..

Badnight ppl.. My life sucks! :(

Can't wait for tmr!

HAHAH my days have been getting better and better daily..Loving my life. Term test have been okay, tmr last paper! E-Device! OMG! And i can't wait for tmr also! 3rd month! Just finished preparing the stuff that i'm gonna give her. Can't wait to see the reaction on her face. LOL! Woo!

Gonna go off peeps! Bye! :) I love you girl! Happy 3rd month anni! :)

Life's aint good..

I thought life would be much much better. But i guess i had screwed it all over, AGAIN! Srsly, I dont understand myself either. I just want you to be happy. But seems like whatever i'm doing makes u more and more unhappy..
The PDA, the shouting, the violence and many many more..
I just want to hold you in my arms so tight. So so tight. I guess i'm the kind of guy that likes to show PDA where else you aren't that kind of girl.
And I tried understanding you, keep telling myself that I need to understand you, need to understand you totally.. But at the end of the day, i still dont seem to understand you. I feel so lost, really totally lost..
I just want us to be like all other couples, so happy living tgt.
Is being with me really that hard? I'm sorry, I alr gave my all, my best..

I just want you to remain in my life..
Now I can't get to sleep, thinking of you.
My whole mind is totally filled with images of you.
Sighh, FML..

Blog is soo dead..

My blog seems so so dead.. LOL! My life now is still quite bumpy. Really really hope that everything will smoothen out in the end. Dad is back! So happy, he got his blackberry phone! Arghh!! Jealous! :(
School test are okay.. :) Got into electronics but gonna appeal to Business E. Hope the appealing would pass off. Praying hardd! :)

Got to run! :) Ciaooo..

Must and Mustn't..

Life these few days has been full of shits for me. I suffered and cry like mad, something I had never done so much for a girl before. Do yknow how important u are to me? I've got to stop having that mentality and thinking from now on. If not i'm just ruining my own life. I've really regret whatever that i had done, really regret it.. I'm really sorry for hurting u like madd. Sighh, what was I thinking all of this time.. I will make full use of this last chance u gave me. Thank You girl.. I love you! :)

In need for a change!

I need to change, srsly. I need to be less conservative and protective. If not i'll lose everything i've got. Wee! Tmr gonna study! With Jerry! :) :) Need to buck up on my studies srsly! Its getting from bad to worst! Aidan! Wake Up! Do what u have to. Dont keep slacking! Got to tell myself that. Aim for my ambition! :)

What a nice way to end the day. :)

I'm happy at the end of the day. :) Things that she does are making me feel sO LOVED! :) Hmm working was damn fun today! Did alot of stupid things but at a peak period, it was chaos! I run around serving ppl like mad.. But it was worth it. Cause i'm working with Chan and You! :) I feel that my day today is almost to perfection! :) I'm lovin' it!

What more could i do?

I do not know what to do anymore, my best bro asked me, Eh Aidan, why is your blog so emotional. I do not know what to reply him. I just want it to last, and i'm giving all i've got, up to a point that ytd I wanted to gave everything all up. But somebody told me not to do that. So i guess, i'll let it have another go. Hope everything will work out this time. I'm really glad that i've such good friends to be there with me always. Thanks bro, thanks sis! Thank you guys very very much. :) I'll change and see how things goes.. Hopefully, this time, it will be smooth and silky..

Happy day!

School's starting tmr! But i still feel really happy cause today was a good good good day for me! :) I'm really very happy.. HAHAHA thank you! Yay from tmr start Mon-Fri can see you you and you! :) :) :) STEAMMMMM! Durian shoik uh? HAHAHHA STEAM STEAM STEAMMMM!

Resolved!

Finally, everything has finally came to an end. I'm so glad to have talked everything out with you ytd night. I'm sure that this new chapter will be a totally new beginning and everything that had happened in the past will not repeat itself. I'm selfish and ignorant. I'm sorry, tyvm for giving me another chance. Thou u had alr given me countless chances. And the shirt, yes i remembered. Thank you for making me feel so worth it. I love you girl! :) Forever will..

What's wrong!

I know i can't have everything in my way. Whatever i want. But i already let down my pride! All of it! Why things still don't go and end up as what i wanted. Friends told me that i've change for the worst! Why is all these happening? I tried my very best, put it all that i've got for you. But you still seem so moveless. You are like a rock, a very very big rock, that no matter how much effort i try and put it. It will not move a single bit. I tried everything, every ways but i still seem to fail. Sighh, must things really go this way? Few days back, you were treating me so dearly, i'm over the moon. Really over the mood, but suddenly after that quarrel, everything changed! Ppl say that after quarreling, both parties would love each other more than before. But why isn't it happening then? Prolly its just some bull shit. I will give my very last breath for this all this, for us. If it fails again, i would really not know what to do anymore. I'm so tired, really so tired..

Ahhh!

Long time since i last blogged. My life is always filled with up's and down's! Sighh! Saw my timetable, it sucks! Cannot have the same lesson as you! Wth! Why is it so unfair! And almost everyday ending at 5! Friday ends at 2! Oh god damn! :( I'm so so sad! Srsly! :(

I just pray that everything would go on more smoothly! I'm just terribly sorry for all the stuffs i did.. Everything i did cause i'm really afraid that i would lose you! I'm really really afraid one day, that would come true..

I love you girl! <3>)

What do I have to do?

What must I do to make u smile? :( It's just dead silence now on the phone.. I'm really trying very hard, giving all i've got. Sometimes I just wanna hear you say that you love me. It would really make my day. I'm just trying to express what i feel from the bottom of my heart. You said nothing was wrong but i know that something was wrong. I know you inside out. You can lie to others but you can't to me. I can see everything through so clearly. Words I said to you may by harsh, i'm sorry. But I'm just so afraid that i'd lose you one day. And i really dont want that ending to ever come. I'm sorry, Smile for Mimi's sake can? Please? :)

I love you..

Home Sweet Home..

Finally i'm back home! Yay! :) Missed home, miss my friends and most importantly, I MISS YOU! Had a really great time in XinJiang! The weather there, BEST! :) Everyday like aircon, night time feels like 2 aircon blowing continuously at you. Lol! Had new God-Parents and they are so so good to me! The food there, whoa, sure cannot beat Sg! LOL! Everyday eat Mutton and Beef 3 meals daily. Sure fat alr! Die! :( But the food uhh, eat alr will steam siaa! Bought Vans Half-Cab shoes there too. Woohooo $20 SGD! Cheap or what! :) But sadly, there isnt any internet connection or mobile phone connection there. But my father talked alot to me, and I finally know what i must do in life and what i must not. Thanks Dad, I love you.. I know your suffering there alone. If its possible, i don't mind going there every hols to accompany you. :)

Did things i've never done before in my life. Like holding an Eagle and riding a Camel. Sitting 4 hrs ride into the desert! :) Damn hot! :(

Okayy lazy to type alr! Ciaooo..
I Love XinJiang! Ppl there Rocks! :) Smile Smile Smile!

Airport!

At the airport now, going off to China in like an hour more.. Omg i'm gonna miss you! This is killing me.. How i'd wished u can come with me! That would be the best! HAHA Takecare of yourself when u go to Korea alright? It's really important! I'm really worried know.. But i think nothing will happen uh. I guess somebody is gonna miss me so so badly right? :) :) Sister! You takecare of urself too alright? Don't let him bother u so much. You'll have my support but for this 2 weeks. If u need somebody there, i guess only can talk to ur teddy! Alright then, i'm leaving.. Thanks Zaf, Rafiq, Ken and co for wanting to send me off.. TYVM really.. And i love you girl! No more silly thoughts kay?

Love Love Love! <3

I forgot to bring Mimi cause i was rushing! :( Sorry!

Town!

Finally headed to town with mal and co! Long time since we did that huh bro? LOL! Damn happy today! :) Met up with Rach for awhile too, Omg then she was going to meet this guy that was OMG! LOL! Shan't talk too much! HAHA Lovely day, Love it! :)

Bad job..

Ecp was fun but its not when u fall. My wrist hurts now and there's afew abrasions around my body. -.- It hurts quite badly. I got totally no plans tmr. And this is bad. I think if really no plans, i'm just gonna head down to ponggol and alter my shirts.. :) A week from now and i'm going to china! Yay! Long time since i last sat a plane! :) Can't wait, excited for it! :) :) My wrist is hurting.. Nooo..

Nudie Nudie Nudie!

Got my thin finn! Like finally! Wanted to get it like a month ago but no cash! HAHAHA Super over-joyed! Went to ECP ytd.. Thought it wasn't fun at first but it was omg! Damn fun! Love it to the core! Learned how to air a lil! She went m'sia early in the morning while i was still sleeping today! She is not back yet! Faster come back!! I'm missing you like crazy! I wonder how would i survive not contacting her for 2 weeks next next week. I think i'm just gonna die! LOL! That's how important u are to me yknow! :) :) :) I love you girl.. Silly Dinosaur!

Does it really have to end?

I'm hurt! Really really hurt.. I never felt such great pain and angony before in my whole entire life! Why does it has to end! Its really unfair! To both of us. Why must both parties that love each other be separated! I want to know the reason! Can somebody tell me.. Please.. I can stare at blank space, just thinking of you and i will start to tear.. I really hate this ending! Srsly hate it to the core.. I have no intentions of leaving you at all.. The only thing i hope now is that, i can have u back in my arms! I wanna hug you, adore you and keep u safe in my arms like before! I'm willing to change, as long as i can have u back in my arms! Anything.. I'm willing to do for you. I love you really too much to see u leave! It seems like god feels me too, at work, i'm just stonning there and sad songs keep playing on the playlist of the lappy from my workplace.. Not one of them is a happy one.. God if you really feel me, please help me! I'd do anything! As long as she comes back in my arms. I really love her alot.. This whole thing is just too sudden and its overwhelming me. I can hardly breathe now. I know you are feeling really sad too. Your life is in your hands, your happiness, your love life..Think about it throughly and ask yourself, do u really want this? My answer is a NO NO! So i've decided to wait for you.. Every word here is my heart-felt words. Deep from my heart.. I'll be waiting for your answer..

P.S I love you, love always! (Only you deserve this)

Comex show! :(

Working at the show wasn't as easy as I had thought. It was actually darn tiring. But the ppl there are fun! Hahaha.. Prolly have my baby there to support me always.. Whenever i'm not doing well in sales, she will try all ways to make me smile and cheer me up.. I love you sweetie! :)

Tmr is the 3rd day of the fair. Got to pull myself tgt and chiong! I need to get more commission if i wanna get my clothes! Gosh! Dear god, please help meeee.. :)

Anybody wanna buy or interested in knowing more just give me a call on my hp. I'm selling acer lappy. And btw, my mummy just bought me an Acer Aspire One net book. Using it now. Its damn cool and nice to use. I'm loving it! :) Acer FTW! Mummy rocks my world! I love you mummy! Prices will be dropping greatly from tmr.. So get ur best deals from me! :) TYVM!!

DAMN HAPPY! OMG! Best day of my life..

OMG! Something just happened! That made me go "Oh My God!" I'm damn happy now!! Sister! You should know what happened! :) :) :)

Worst feeling ever..

Ever experienced your girl being stared in the wrong way by another guy. Not only once? And being touched on her arms by another guy that she doesn't really know. Gosh! The feelings sucks, deep down in my heart, I really feel like just giving the guy one punch in his face. But I know that if i did that, I may get into big trouble as the guy is like 30 years older than me? And he'll use the law to defend himself. Omg, if he ever touches her again. I'm so gonna tell him off in his damn fugly face! I'm boiling inside now! Fuckk! I'll do whatever it takes to protect you. I promise you this.


P.S. Do not worry, I'll always be here for you, no matter what happens, I'll be here. Pinky Promise..

What's wrong with me..

Sometimes, I dont understand myself, really really dont understand myself. Why would i find fault with you in the first time. Am i dumb or dumb! Today was just so moodless the whole day! Fuckk.. What's wrong with me. Srsly! Aidan, u've got to wake upp.
I've been hurt by words u said to me.. But prolly I deserved it. Oh well, just gotta blame myself for all this fucking shyt! Hope things would turn out better.. F.M.L!

Sick sick sick!

It's been a week since i'm sick! And things dont seem to get better. Its always hot and cold! What's wrong with me! :( I had a very very fun time going out with u.. Everytime i'm with u, i feel special, i feel different. No matter where's the venue, what's the atmosphere, I'd would feel so so delighted and happy! Thank You for everything! I love you.. :)

Sick Friday!

Gosh, ytd was one of the sickest but also one of the most fun day ever in my life. Thank you girl! She accompanied me to the doctor and took care of me. I feel so touched! Love you girl! Sorry that I made u travel to CityHall and back for nothing. I know it was a boring day for u ytd but u just didnt wanna let me know.. So so sorry that i was sick! Urghh! Damn irritating.. :) Loves..

I'm sorry!

I feel like a fuck-ed up loser, can't fucking quit! I want to! But it's really really hard. This time i swear i'll really push myself above the limit! For you, I will. I know i lied to you umpteen times until u can't trust me back anymore, I'm so sorry I made u lost your trust for me. But I want you to know that I love you and I will wait for you. I want to see that hope back on you..

Elliott Yamin: 'Wait For You'

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, you're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just, just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it won't be enough

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what you're keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do

[Chorus]

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

I Promise You...

This feeling is totallyy.. Urghhhh!!

I don't know why am i feeling like this. The feeling now its like, I don't what are u thinking deep inside your heart. Can only think of a song to describe it. I don't know what you want from me actually. I've given my all, really given my all. Sorryy.. Tmr's the last paper! Just lead me through this last hurdle lord. Love you! :)

Katy Perry - 'Hot & Cold'

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah, you PMS like a bitch
I would know

And you always think
Always speak cryptically
I should know
That you're no good for me

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

We used to be just like twins, so in sync
The same energy now's a dead battery
Used to laugh 'bout nothing
Now you're plain boring
I should know
That you're not gonna change

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bipolar
Stuck on a rollercoaster
Can't get off this ride

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down, down, down, down...

P.S. I love you.

Changed?

Have I changed? People says that i've changed. I dont want to. But I'm just sorry to you guys! :)
I'm happy today! Gave her an early b'day present and she's so so crazyy over it! Glad you love it! :)

2 more days to exams! Gosh! Hope i dont have to retake any papers! God, bless me! :)

Study study study...

Exams are coming! Gosh! Next week.. Been studying but somehow feel that its not enough! God, help me! :( After studying today, went riding! :) It's damn funn. Rode town today and I finally pulled off my Full-Cab! :) :) :) After such a long time training! Finally!! :) My 360 seems to be abit more constant too.. Yay!! And and and found a job alr! Working with Chan, Zaf and Qy! :)
Can't wait really can't! :):)

Tmr gonna study again!!


I really wanna do well for my exams! Pray that I won't fail any subjects! :)

My life now..

I guess this song best describes my life now.. Things that I thought seems to be not compromising me. :( But I know that sooner or later.. It'll go my way.. I hope.. I 'm really crazyy over you. I do not know why too.. :(


Meet You There Lyrics
Artist(Band):Busted


I'm waiting
For the perfect time to call you back
Cos I remember saying
Don't wanna know the truth
Can't handle that

And I tried to (and I tried to)
Just forget you (just forget you)
But I don't know how
If only I knew

It's written all over your face
It's such a painful thing to waste
Tell me now,
Where do we go?
Now the future's not so clear
I can't believe we've ended here
Where's the world that doesn't care?
Maybe I could meet you there

Yeah

I'm sorry
If I slagged you down
I meant no harm
But when I heard the stories
I said things I didn't mean
Should have stayed calm

But sadly (sadly)
You got angry
And it breaks my heart
You're so mad at me

It's written all over your face
It's such a painful thing to waste
Tell me now,
Where do we go?
Now the future's not so clear
I can't believe we've ended here
Where's the world that doesn't care?
Maybe I could meet you there

Maybe I could meet you there
Maybe I could meet you there

(I'm sorry) It's written all over your face
It's such a painful thing to waste
Tell me now,
Where do we go?
(I'm sorry) Now the future's not so clear
I can't believe we've ended here
Where's the world that doesn't care?
Maybe I could meet you there

Maybe I could meet you there
Maybe I should meet you there...

P.s Whatever it is, just know that i'm always there for you. This I promise. I love you.. :)

F.M.L!

Many good and bad things happened recently.. Now i'm suffering! :( For another 6 days.. My hearts keep pumping faster and faster. The first time I see you in orientation, I thought I wouldn't ever fall in love with girls like you. Cause u're really not my kind. But end up, my whole heart just fell into you, I'm totally crazyy over you now. I guess you are just too special to me. ILY! <3 :) No matter what your answer will be.. I will still respect your decision. :) P.s ILoveYou..



I'm missing you like crazyy alr! And my knuckle hurts like crazyy.. :(

Damn Happy!

I'm feeling really retarded now... :( but I'm damn happy! Some of u should know the reason why! :) These few days has been like fighting in a war. Winning war i should say. Now it's kinda over! :) I miss riding, studying has overcame it. :( Gonna chiong! Next week prolly gonna study over yun's place to chiong study 24/7! :) :) :)



To someone special! If you're reading this. You turn my life up! I now see much more colours than before!
P.S. I loveYou! :) XOXO

Photo with Qy! :)

I want that HAIR! OMGGGG!! Style or what!

Happy B'day Singapore!

Went out with Malcolm and co. Went to ion. Whoa! There everything is so labelled! See also steam! HAHAHA :) I wanna get another 2 more praise tees! And i'm done! Wee :) Waiting for my Asos goods to be shipped over! Can't wait! Ahhh! Went to see fireworks, thou not clear but it was okay.. Went to Macpherson to have prata with them. Then went to meet ahem ahem for awhile! Love her to the core! :) I'm in love! :) :) ;)



Tmr gonna study! AHHH Must study alr! :)

Happy Day!

HAPPY B'day AGUS! :) Thanks for everything! :)

Serangoon Trip..

Woke up, Tiziana told me that I couldn't tag along out with her cause Janice's mum is following them. So went back to sleep. Was awoken by her call and she asked me to tag along cause Janice's mum changed her mind of going. :) So rushed to bathe and changed and ran out of the house. After meeting her, she told me she can only go out till 4! Pathetic! Shouldn't have tagged along! :( But it's alright. Still enjoyed myself. Hee! :) Went home, changed and rode down to Serangoon to find ken and co. I really enjoyed myself tonight! Love you guys! Ken if you're reading this, I'm really touched by your text you u sent me. You're the best to me too! :) I love u till all ages! :) Pulled off my 180 footjam! Like finally! :) There's school tmr again! Aww!! And exams is in 3 weeks time! Time to get down to work Aidan! Stop playing! :( Gonna start mugging from tmr onwards! :)

F-O-P!

Today was a fun day to say but as well tiring! Slept at 7am this morning. Darn tired! Ken, Hd and Potential stayed over. Hd frame is done! And its damn nice! The colour! OMG! I'm jealous! :( Woke up, got changed and went to Tamp to meet up with Qy and classmates. Coincidentally met Tiziana too. She was going town! :( So took same train. Went to Kallang leisure park and ice skate! Whoa! Its so so fun! Didn't regret spending the reluctant $18.50. HAHA :) Went to meet cell for dinner and went to indoor stadium for FOP! :) It was good thou the songs weren't familiar. First time I find out Sermon is not boring! HAHAHA
Tmr town? Only can glaze at my British India! Pocket lots of holes now! Aww! Poor me! :(

Festival Park and Central Gap!

Cleared Festival Park!

Today Ckt test! I think most likely gonna flunk it! DAMN.. Went out for lunch with classmates, then bought bubble tea! D24 Durian flavour. Woot! Power siaa! After that studied Dfund with classmates. Anders teach us, its damn good. He really teach damn good! :)
After that, went to ride. Cleared Festival Park alr! Wooohoo! Next maybe loading bay? But that one, really very scaree! :(
Dfund quiz tmr! Wish me luck! :) Ahhhh

Ckt Quiz tmr!

I'm so dreaded to go school tmr, there's Ckt quiz tmr and i'm not that prepared for it.. Hope i can pass.. :(

Wish me luck people..

Yaaa!

Woohoo! Fun day out!

At Frolick with Tiziana and her friends! :)


Ytd at Zone 09! Was so so great and fun! Enjoyed myself.. Went simpang to have supper with Tiziana and her friends after that! HAHAHA

Today, went to study with Qy and Cherine! AHAH. Managed to finish one chapter! 3 more to go! HAHAH gogogo!!! After that went riding! Woohoo! I cleared a 6steps stage and Yq 360 down it! HAHAH power or what! I think my max is prolly a 8? HAHAHAHA School tmr and Rafiq is coming down to study with us after school! YAY! Love u la BANG! Not forgetting! Zafran! :) Love u brothers! :)

Dead tired!

Ytd was a really tiring day. Dont know why, didnt do much stuffs but still felt so so tired. School was okay, Rafiq and Aliah met up with us and we had lunch at Mensa II with Qy,Cherine and Joel too. HAHHA :) Long time since i last ate there. After that, saw Shaakir at the bus stop, he followed us to my house to slack! :) Qy can become hair dresser alr! HAHAHA She helped Rafiq and Shaakir straightened their hair! HAHAHA.. But after awhile, it automatically curls back! lol! Went to KFC to have lunch again! LOL! Then rode to central while Qy, Aliah and Rafiq took bus there. Was kinda pissed off cause i can't seem to DIAL my tricks right! :( But after awhile, it became better. And and, I cleared 5 steps!! Like finally! Got the "regret" feeling of wasting time there after. Fetched Qy home at 12! :)

Today i guess it's gonna quite an exciting day? HillSong Concert! :) Didn't went out to ride and see the competition cause of this! :) :( both sad and happy! Maybe no emotions! HAHAHA
Okay okay, gonna get ready.. Going out soon! :) Ciaoo..

Trainings..

Was dead tired ytd. So didnt blogged, went to school, after school, qy came over and do wrtutorial together. Ahh, finally finished the project! :) yay!! After that, went to meet up with Zaf and the rest. Wanted to try 5 steps, but back out! ARRRR! When will i ever do that damn 5 steps!

School today was okay, first time in EPT lab, I was so serious! :) Can't believe it either, squash training after that, the training was a KILLER! I almost died! HAHA. Just returned home, tireddd...



I really wanna DIAL up all my tricks! Gosh!!

My Asos Jeans! :)

I'm damn happy now! HAHAHA Finally got my Asos jeans! I can't wait to wear it! :) Went to alter my Burberry tee! :) but didnt do as what i intended! So decided to go back tmr again! :) Wee! Anyway there's test next week and i'm totally not prepared for it! This sucks! :(



Mirror's Edge is a nice game! :)

Study day? Not really..

Was awoken by Qy's text. She came my house to meet up with me then went to have lunch. After that, came home and waited for Jerry to call me so I know when to leave house. That guy uhh, takes super long to dress up! HAHAHA Went to T1 to meet him to get his TopMan skinny. HAHA Finally uhh Jerry.. Happy not now? :) Took a train to Kallang then bus to leisure park to study. The environment there isn't study-able at all. So didn't study much, just slacked and chit-chat with Qy all the way. She kept on disturbing me! ARRR!! I think I seriously become her "DOG" already. Happy right Qy! HAHAHA
After that took bus back with Qy, she kept disturbing me throughout the whole bus trip. Zzz.
I'm tired now! :) Ciao! Yay! Tmr can go get new shoes! Lotek babe! :)


Tmr there's school. Hope the day will end quick! :)

Like a busy! :)

Friday - Went to school then went to KFC and met up with Rafiq for lunch! Damn funny the way Qy and Rafiq argued! HAHAHAH OMG OMG OMG!! Cannot stop laughing mann, Rafiq keep calling Qy, "Oi! FatAss!" Then Qy keep making the cockroach face at him! HAHAHHA After that, went home and went RIDING! :)

Saturday - Went to N2 to collect my Polo-Tee! Like finally! :) Went to church. It was normal as usual. Went to have dinner and cell. After that went out with few of cell members to have supper! :) Went to meet Zaf and Rafiq for awhile after that before heading home! :)


Riding rocks my life totally! :)

Praise Tees!

Today school was okay! EPT was fun! Did alot of drillings! HAHAHA! I'm super duper happy today! Bought my Praise tees! Like finally uhh.. Squash training today was not bad, not that tiring. But learnt my mistakes, don't ever eat before running! You'll regret! HAHAHA Tmr going riding! Wee! With my new shoes! HAHAHAHA Got to get used to it mann! I don't care! Wanna pull off my 4 tricks! AHHH



Hope tmr will be a good weather! :)

Shagged day! :(

Today was a busy day for me. School seems to be longer than usual though the timing was only 3 hrs. After school, went home and waited for Zaf, Jerron and Rafiq to come my house before heading to Century Square to get my shoes. Cherine and Qy met up with us at Tamp. Accompanied me to buy my shoes! Thank You guys! :) Got a Osaris high cut shoe. Went home and get changed with my new shoes and went to meet Zaf, Jerron and Rafiq at Pasir Ris. The feeling of the shoe was totally different! Can't play properly at the starting.. But after awhile, got used to it. I learned bunny hop foot jam today! :) And almost caught my FootJam Tailwhip! Was damn close!! Arghh! Now I have in mind 4 tricks to dial! 360, Full Cab, FootJam Tailwhip and Manual! 3/4 is damn close to getting! Hope i can dial them smoothly very soon! Can't wait! :) Weee!


I'm starting to love my new high cut Osaris Shoe! :)

Loaded day!

Today was so loaded with stuffs.. First thing in the morning, Maths test! It was do-able. LOL! Hope i won't flunk it. But somehow got a feeling i will. :( The rest of the school was as usual. After school, slacked till 6 for squash. The training was the same as physical! But its for our own good. HAHA i wanna be a good squash player! AHHH!! Not good enough.. :( After that went home, changed and went to meet Zaf, Jerron and Rafiq! HAHAHA We like been meeting everyday for the past 1 week? LOL! But damn fun to lepak with them! Always full of nonsense and laughter! :) Thank You guys! :) Tmr going Tamp mall with Zaf! HAHAHHAA. Maybe Jerron and Rafiq coming along too.. Yay! And Qy too! Not forgetting her! :) Yknow what! I reached home, went to drink water, and accidentally placed the Jar the wrong side, the whole Jar toppered over! :( Had to clean up the mess! ARGH! What an ending to my day! :( :( :(


Gonna start getting serious in everything I do from now on! :)

School!

School was okay as usual! Went to find granny after school to alter my shirt! OMG the freaking alteration cost $15! Just for alteration! Not worth it and only can collect on friday! WTF!? So I just altered one of the three shirts! But still happy! :) Thank You Granny! Aidan loves you very much! :) She fetched me back to school after that. Studied with Joel, Qy, Shermaine, Karl, WeeKiat and Cherine in library after that. There's maths test tmr! And its the first period! Dieeeeee!!! Nevermind, at least I've prepared quite alot for it! HEE! :) :) Friday going vivo with Zaf! OMFG! First time going out with him! HAHAHHAA Love you uhh BANG! :) Then he, Jerron and Rafiq staying over at my house after that. Think its gonna be FUN!! HAHAHA Gonna get my Praise tee on friday too! Can't wait can't wait!! OMG!! :)


Well me luck for tmr's MATHS test! :(

A day out with family! :)

Went out with my family together with Zaf, Jerron and Rafiq! It was damn fun! :) :) :) Wee.. Love u guys mann! But hated the car ride, OMG, its was darn packed! I was like moved straight to the side of the car. :( Went to Temasek Club, swimed, played arcade and pool! Did alil bit of studying! :) It was all good. After that, went to Queensway to have dinner and shop around for my shoes. Sadly, didnt find the ideal one! Guess i'm just gonna get the Lotek NightWolf II. :)
There's school tmr, urghh, dreaded.. But after school, going to alter my shirts with my granny! OMG she's the best mann! I tell u, she's the BOMB! :) Going th to get my shoes after that i guess, with Zaf, Jerron and Rafiq..



I've got maths test on tuesday! OMG, this is bad bad bad! :(

2 days of not blogging? :(

Sorry didn't blog for 2 days alr. Life's getting busier each day i guess. Yesterday and today, went to church to hear some speaker that came from the States. He talks very well and i'd admire him. Seriously! Went to slack with Zaf, Jerron, Rafiq and Mark under my block yesterday till bout 3am. Zaf busted his ankle, omg! Bang, must takecare of yourself uhh.. Despite his busted ankle, he still came all the way to Tampines. Damn touched! Thanks uh bang! You the best! :) And he also paid for my alteration, good or what sia he! :) Zaf, Rafiq and Jerron came by today again. Slacked till bout 2.30am. Just reached home. Feeling damn tired and lethagic! Yay! Tmr is gonna be a fun day! HAHHAA gonna head to Temasek Country Club with my father with Zaf, Jerron and Rafiq!! Can't wait mann, seriously can't wait! OMG! HAHAHA :)
Alright, ciao peeps! :)


Life's is always full of surprises! :)

Money Money Money!

Why is money even created or came into this world in the first place? And because of it! I feel like a black sheep in the family! I'm in a bad mood now, I always turn against my parents cause of money issues! They keep saying I spend money like water, never think one. All i wished for, is just 3 more shirts and 2 of my shirts to be altered! That's all? Is that too much to ask? Sighh! I really dont understand! I really feel like crying out now! FUCK ALL THIS! ARGHHHH!!




Money can make someone happy or sad like FUCK! :(

Serangoon..

School was okay and as usual normal. At least I managed to understand the new topics of maths! :) After school, went home, got changed and went to find Ken, Hd, David at TH. Ken put on pegs, buy new chain. Hd changed tire. LOL! I cut seatpost! HAHA woohoo! :) After that went to Serangoon to ride. Was okay uhh, never pull off any new tricks. Ahh! Finally reached home, damn tired! :( And tmr there's school till 12! HAHAHA WOOHOO! Short day or what! :) That's all mann! Ciao!



My father is coming back tmr! He bought many many things for me! Super happy! :) Aidan is a super duper hyper happy kid now! :)

Long day..

Today was quite a long and tiring day for me.. Woke up at 11, went to school at 12. Had Wrtutorial presentation today! Got a B+! Woopeee!! :) Went to meet up with Phoebe to slack awhile after school. Waited for that girl for quite a long while! Zz, ate KFC. Headed home to change after that and went Cine for dinner with Malcolm and Joan! HAHA. So so long never see her alr. Went window-shopping after dinner. Should I still get my CheapMonday? :( I'm confused! Jerry met up with us after awhile. Went go Bugis Junction to see some tees! There are really nice tees at Praise! HAHA. Accompanied Joan to find her friends at the arcade and headed home after that. Quite a long day.. TIRED! :(


There's school tmr again! And its from 10-4! OMG :(

Rain rain go away!

Today was a damn boring day. Rained the whole damn day. WTF!?! Watched PB for the whole of today. Like fucking lifeless can? Till around 8 then went Elias to find Mark, Yq, Rafiq and Jerron to slack. Went to lan after that to play L4D. Didn't managed to ride today. Ahh! This sucks! :(


Tmr gonna meet up with Malcolm and Joan for dinner at town! Yay! :)

Outing with cell!

Wilson and Zaf stayed over at my house ytd. Woke up around 12 plus, went to have lunch with my granny! :) After that, went home to get changed and went to Vivo to meet up with cell for outing! HAHA Ate at KimGary for dinner! Second time eating there, the food there isn't that fantastic uhh. Just makes u very full-ed up. After that, went walking around, bought myself a beanie! Yay! :) Then went to slack at the roof-top gardens. Gerlaine is going overseas for further studies this week i think. All the best mann! :)
Went home around 10 plus, got changed and went out to find Zaf to slack.. I've no damn plans for tmr! OMG! Sighh! I can't sleep well not knowing my plans for tmr! This sucks, i'm always like that! WHY!?! :(


I want to master my manual!

Riding day! :)

Dfund lab was fucked! Screwed totally up. After school, went home to change then went to meet Irfan at 201. Went over to Pasir ris, slacked then starting our journey! :) Rode to Kovan first for a drink, then went to Serangoon to play. Finally landed my 360! Super happy! Wee :) Then went to Hougang to ride awhile, then SengKang, then home! HAHA Today rode almost the whole north area. LOL! Tired or what! I think i can fall asleep on anything now! HAHAHA


Tmr going for cell outing! Hee! Maybe meeting Rachel! Yay!! :)

Fucked up net connection! -.-

I'm having troubles surfing the net on my other com. Zzz that was so so fucked up! Anyway, went school as usual! HAHHAA EPT lab test postponed till next week! HAHAHA Yay! :) But there's Dfund lab test tmr! Wish me luck uhh! Can't wait for tmr, gonna ride after school mann! HAHAHAHA weee... :) Hmm today school was alright, guess everythings back to normal huh? HAHA :) :) Aidan is feeling happy today! Alright, Ciaoo..


Sister! Takecare of yourself uhh, got flu still go school. You uhh. Tsktsk.. :)
Have a speedy recovery! :) God bless you..

Loner?

Sighh, this is the very first time, I felt so alone in school. I felt like all my friends just walked away from me. Sitted with either people i'm not close at all or alone. Oh well, guess I just got to move on with my life even though it's like that. I can't do anything to change to actual fact right? :( Upon reaching home, went to do the Wrtutorial project. -.- Hated doing it alot! But managed to finish it within an hour half. After that, went to meet Zaf and the rest at Pasir ris to ride! HAHAHA they are my laughing gas! It naturally cheers up my mood! Love u bang! :) Didn't get to pull off as many tricks as ytd. Arghh! This is getting up my nerves! Nevermind, time will improve everything I supposed.. Hee! Omg! There's EPT lab test tmr! I sucked at soldering stuffs, I'm real serious! Ahhh.. Always during class, solder finished, the product won't work! God please help me tmr! Please make everything perfect! :) Wish me luck guys! Ciaoo...



Everything seems to me like a puzzle awaiting to be solved..

After school, Ride! :)

School was fine! :) Nothing special. Ohh had CKT lab test today! HAHAHA I will say its do-able. LOL! After school, went home. Watched PB then headed to Tamp mall to find Phoebe and Huimin. :) Quite long since the last time I saw them. Went to Pasir ris to ride with Zaf and co. HAHAHA. First time I rolled back after doing a full cab! OMG! Damn happy! :) Went around my house there to ride on my own after that. I Gap-ed a ledge with a pavement quite long! HAHAH pulled off. :) I'm damn happy once again! HAHAHA I feel damn retarded now! WAKAKAKKAA.



Maybe heading to town this Sat with Phoebe! Shopping! :)

Awkward feeling..

School was a lil awkward today. But it got better at the end. Joel and Qy at first treated me damn weird. I also don't know what's wrong. So I just kept quiet all the way. I thought that I was going to lose them as friends u know? I'm just being purely paranoid huh? Hmm after school, headed home, cooked my own dinner. And watched Prison Break all the way.. :) I've got CKT lab test tmr! Gosh, I'm kinda scare about it. Nevermind, I'll just go and do my best in there. I'm having online cell now. LOL! First time.. (: Praise god! HAHAHA


Maybe fishes do not come my way, its the other way around! :)

Transformers!

Went out to watched Transformers 2 with Malcolm, Jerry, Ken, Potential, David,Shaun and Terence. Went to Ps to eat LJS before slacking for 2 hrs before the movie started. Kinda stupid.. I know! :) Malcolm Tan! Stop disturbing me uhh! LOL! Ppl so sad alr. Still wanna disturb! LOL..
The movie was awesome! HAHAHA. Love it mann! But its long! 2hrs 30mins! LOL. You guys who haven seen, its a MUST see! :)
Went home after that, cooked maggie mee cause i'm hungry! Next whole week is filled with lab testes! OMG! Aidan is gonna be so so dead! There's school tmr, so so reluctant to go but no choice!



Is there really that many good fishes in the sea? :(

Power or what!?

Woke up at around 3 plus today. David cooked lunch for us. :) Herbal chicken and Rendang! Sedap sia. LOL! Long ride home after that. Changed up and went to meet Jovita, omfg! Its like so so long since we last met up! HAHAHA.. Went to dg to meet Jerry and had Just Acia for dinner. Went over to PP to slack with Ken,Shaun,Jerry,Potential,David, Malcolm and Jovita. But she went off earlier cause she says she felt very out of place. So sorry! :) Went home at 12. The bus stop was damn quiet. Nobody except me. Kind of scare, wanted the bus to come so badly! At home blogging now. To Rachel Chiang! You damn sister! Got bf a month ago never tell me! :( HAHA anyway, Congrulations mann! Last long with him! :)


I'm in love with a song! Don't Trust Me! (It's kinda old alr. I know! LOL!)

Nice riding day? Maybe not..

People! I'm at my friend's house now! HAHA! Staying over. :) School was short today! Till 12 only. HAHA 3 hrs of school. Power or what. If only everyday can be like this. OMFG! It'll be so so power! Went home after that, headed to Pasir Ris to meet Zaf to get my sprocket fixed. :) Yay!! Went to meet ken and the rest to ride. Went Kallang but sadly, Potential tire bocho! Went over to Serangoon after that. Its quite a sad day. But i almost catch my 360 today! So so close.. :( Soon soon! I have faith! I've got cramps all over my body today while cycling. :(


Gonna watch movies at my friend's house! :) DAVID DAVID DAVID!! :)

Another day at school..

Woke up on time today. Lucky for me! LOL! I woke Qy up. In the end I've got punk by her. -.-! Qy u owe me this! Hao Xin zhen de mei Hao Bao! RAWR!! I was so worried that she couldn't wake up. Kept on calling her, in the end before I went up the bus. Sent her a text. Just as I got up. Looked up, I saw Shermaine and her there sitting down. I was like -.-! WTF!? Then she give me the crooky smile. :( Qy ah Qy! HAHAHA. School was okay as usual. Got back my Dfund paper, got 32/50. HAHA not bad huh? Its my weakest subject! Kind of relieved and happy too. Ept lesson was fun! HAHAHA. But I did not finished the work he gave us. So many things to do and so many small things to handle! I can't handle small/tiny things for nuts! LOL! Gave up in the end. After that went for Squash training! OMG. Its freaking tiring. But its good! I'm gonna start working out from now on! I want my 6 pacs to be fully formed! HAHAHAHA. :) Yay! Tmr's friday! HAHAHA Finally! And to Rachel Chiang! You are damn lucky! OMFG. Extra 2 weeks hols. WTH mann! Totally unfair! Sighh! :) We better meet up during that free 2 weeks of yours! HAHAHA. :)



I'm in TP squash team officially! Yay! :)

Late for school!

OMG! Today I missed one lesson cause I overslept! Wth -.- The alarm clock woke me up but I was so tired that I just went back to sleep. When I woke up the second time, its alr 9.47am. Zz totally late! Rushed to school after a quick shower. In the end, late for lecture also! Its bad! OMG! Apel period was fun! Our class celebrated everybody's birthday with a cake and letters from the class. Kind of sweet huh? I got back my Maths and CKT results. Maths 59/100. Ckt 34/50. Bad bad bad! Sighh! I've got to start studying harder alr. After school, Qy and Joel accompanied me to Hougang to get my bike stuffs. They were so nice! HAHAHA Love u guys! Went to Joel's house after that. Went there to sleep! Omg that was how tired I was! LOL Slept for 4 hrs! LOL Then woke up and ate dinner! His mum cooked fried rice! HAHAH she was so so kind! :) Thank You Aunty! Headed home then after..


I guess I need more alarm clocks! :(

From bad to quite a nice ending day.

Got up in the morning, got a call from Phoebe. She was admitted into CGH cause she has gotten the swine flu. Sighh :( It kinda spoiled my mood for the morning. But felt better when it reached afternoon. Went to Itas to eat my favourite hot dessert! Orh Chu Bi!! :) Headed to Tampines mall with Qy and Joel to catch a movie. "Drag me to HELL!" Its not a scary show, just alot of shocking parts and parts that comes totally out of nowhere. HAHA. OMFG! Qy and Joel was like so freaked out. HAHHAA Joel half way through the movie, he said " Aiyoo, I dont wanna continue watching alr!" LOL! Then he got shocked till he accidentally cut his own face with his finger nails. LOL! The show is really damn shocking! HAHA. After that headed home. Guess I'm gonna turn in kinda early tonight cause there's school early in the morning tmr! Oh mann! This sucks! Getting the Dreaded feeling again..


Watching movie with Qy and Joel is really fun! :) Thanks guys for cheering me up too! :) Love you guys so so much! :)

School's In!

School has started today. Was so dreaded to wake up in the morning! :( But still got up thanks to the morning call by Qy! HAHA THANK YOU!! :) School was like before, same old thing. After school, went to have lunch with classmates then headed to Js to meet Malcolm. Went to Punggol to alter my RL. :) Damn fitting now. I love it! That's the way uh huh uh huh.. I like it.. Uh huh uh huh.. HAHAHAHA
Headed home, went out to ride for awhile.. There's school tmr again! I hope MOE will give us extra hols cause of H1N1.. Wakakakkaa. Alright, gonna head to school soon! Nights ppl! :)



Do I really look like an ahbeng!? OMFG! Tsk..

Ride!

Woke up late as usual. Went to Pasir ris to meet Zaf and Yq. Then started our journey to meet Ken and co. All the way at Serangoon! Omfg! Damn tiring. Reached there, they haven't even got ready. Zz
We heard thunders on the way there. Yq was like "Whoa, If rain uh, Aidan, you are gonna pay for our cab back home!" :( But it did not rain until 8 plus. We started going home from there. The floor was wet and Yq kept on complaining! LOL! He really loves his bike alot huh? HAHA. Went home to rest awhile, then went over to Jerron's house to lepak for awhile. School's starting today.. I'm so so dreaded going to school. Haven't even packed my bag. OMG! Sighh..Alright, Ciao ppl!


I almost pulled off my 360 just now! Wee!! :)

Revival

I've got a sudden urge to start blogging again! HAHA. I dont know why too!

Went town with Malcolm and Jerry today. And he bought his Vans shoes! Finally uh Malcolm? HAHA
Walked into queens! Saw the jeans I always wanted! Its $119!! I'm in love with it! :) Wanna just get it immediately! Got to start saving! Went to meet Ken at mrt station, took bus to vivo to get jerry's shoes cause the outlet at Heeren went out of stock! Moved on to Clark Quay to meet Shaun at his workplace. Finally went to Hougang to meet ShuShu! OMG! She goes there every weekends, I'm there today once and I don't really feel like going back there again.. Cause its like so boring there. I dont know how in the world she can survived it. Her momo fetched me home! School's gonna reopen and I'm so dreaded upon hearing the word school! So this is it! :) BYEEEEE Gonna watch my favourite show! Prison Break!


Memories of the past just won't let me go! Why!

Done!

SMILE LEH NABEI.