Airport!

At the airport now, going off to China in like an hour more.. Omg i'm gonna miss you! This is killing me.. How i'd wished u can come with me! That would be the best! HAHA Takecare of yourself when u go to Korea alright? It's really important! I'm really worried know.. But i think nothing will happen uh. I guess somebody is gonna miss me so so badly right? :) :) Sister! You takecare of urself too alright? Don't let him bother u so much. You'll have my support but for this 2 weeks. If u need somebody there, i guess only can talk to ur teddy! Alright then, i'm leaving.. Thanks Zaf, Rafiq, Ken and co for wanting to send me off.. TYVM really.. And i love you girl! No more silly thoughts kay?

Love Love Love! <3

I forgot to bring Mimi cause i was rushing! :( Sorry!

Town!

Finally headed to town with mal and co! Long time since we did that huh bro? LOL! Damn happy today! :) Met up with Rach for awhile too, Omg then she was going to meet this guy that was OMG! LOL! Shan't talk too much! HAHA Lovely day, Love it! :)

Bad job..

Ecp was fun but its not when u fall. My wrist hurts now and there's afew abrasions around my body. -.- It hurts quite badly. I got totally no plans tmr. And this is bad. I think if really no plans, i'm just gonna head down to ponggol and alter my shirts.. :) A week from now and i'm going to china! Yay! Long time since i last sat a plane! :) Can't wait, excited for it! :) :) My wrist is hurting.. Nooo..

Nudie Nudie Nudie!

Got my thin finn! Like finally! Wanted to get it like a month ago but no cash! HAHAHA Super over-joyed! Went to ECP ytd.. Thought it wasn't fun at first but it was omg! Damn fun! Love it to the core! Learned how to air a lil! She went m'sia early in the morning while i was still sleeping today! She is not back yet! Faster come back!! I'm missing you like crazy! I wonder how would i survive not contacting her for 2 weeks next next week. I think i'm just gonna die! LOL! That's how important u are to me yknow! :) :) :) I love you girl.. Silly Dinosaur!

Does it really have to end?

I'm hurt! Really really hurt.. I never felt such great pain and angony before in my whole entire life! Why does it has to end! Its really unfair! To both of us. Why must both parties that love each other be separated! I want to know the reason! Can somebody tell me.. Please.. I can stare at blank space, just thinking of you and i will start to tear.. I really hate this ending! Srsly hate it to the core.. I have no intentions of leaving you at all.. The only thing i hope now is that, i can have u back in my arms! I wanna hug you, adore you and keep u safe in my arms like before! I'm willing to change, as long as i can have u back in my arms! Anything.. I'm willing to do for you. I love you really too much to see u leave! It seems like god feels me too, at work, i'm just stonning there and sad songs keep playing on the playlist of the lappy from my workplace.. Not one of them is a happy one.. God if you really feel me, please help me! I'd do anything! As long as she comes back in my arms. I really love her alot.. This whole thing is just too sudden and its overwhelming me. I can hardly breathe now. I know you are feeling really sad too. Your life is in your hands, your happiness, your love life..Think about it throughly and ask yourself, do u really want this? My answer is a NO NO! So i've decided to wait for you.. Every word here is my heart-felt words. Deep from my heart.. I'll be waiting for your answer..

P.S I love you, love always! (Only you deserve this)

Comex show! :(

Working at the show wasn't as easy as I had thought. It was actually darn tiring. But the ppl there are fun! Hahaha.. Prolly have my baby there to support me always.. Whenever i'm not doing well in sales, she will try all ways to make me smile and cheer me up.. I love you sweetie! :)

Tmr is the 3rd day of the fair. Got to pull myself tgt and chiong! I need to get more commission if i wanna get my clothes! Gosh! Dear god, please help meeee.. :)

Anybody wanna buy or interested in knowing more just give me a call on my hp. I'm selling acer lappy. And btw, my mummy just bought me an Acer Aspire One net book. Using it now. Its damn cool and nice to use. I'm loving it! :) Acer FTW! Mummy rocks my world! I love you mummy! Prices will be dropping greatly from tmr.. So get ur best deals from me! :) TYVM!!

DAMN HAPPY! OMG! Best day of my life..

OMG! Something just happened! That made me go "Oh My God!" I'm damn happy now!! Sister! You should know what happened! :) :) :)

Worst feeling ever..

Ever experienced your girl being stared in the wrong way by another guy. Not only once? And being touched on her arms by another guy that she doesn't really know. Gosh! The feelings sucks, deep down in my heart, I really feel like just giving the guy one punch in his face. But I know that if i did that, I may get into big trouble as the guy is like 30 years older than me? And he'll use the law to defend himself. Omg, if he ever touches her again. I'm so gonna tell him off in his damn fugly face! I'm boiling inside now! Fuckk! I'll do whatever it takes to protect you. I promise you this.


P.S. Do not worry, I'll always be here for you, no matter what happens, I'll be here. Pinky Promise..

What's wrong with me..

Sometimes, I dont understand myself, really really dont understand myself. Why would i find fault with you in the first time. Am i dumb or dumb! Today was just so moodless the whole day! Fuckk.. What's wrong with me. Srsly! Aidan, u've got to wake upp.
I've been hurt by words u said to me.. But prolly I deserved it. Oh well, just gotta blame myself for all this fucking shyt! Hope things would turn out better.. F.M.L!

Sick sick sick!

It's been a week since i'm sick! And things dont seem to get better. Its always hot and cold! What's wrong with me! :( I had a very very fun time going out with u.. Everytime i'm with u, i feel special, i feel different. No matter where's the venue, what's the atmosphere, I'd would feel so so delighted and happy! Thank You for everything! I love you.. :)