Sick Friday!

Gosh, ytd was one of the sickest but also one of the most fun day ever in my life. Thank you girl! She accompanied me to the doctor and took care of me. I feel so touched! Love you girl! Sorry that I made u travel to CityHall and back for nothing. I know it was a boring day for u ytd but u just didnt wanna let me know.. So so sorry that i was sick! Urghh! Damn irritating.. :) Loves..

I'm sorry!

I feel like a fuck-ed up loser, can't fucking quit! I want to! But it's really really hard. This time i swear i'll really push myself above the limit! For you, I will. I know i lied to you umpteen times until u can't trust me back anymore, I'm so sorry I made u lost your trust for me. But I want you to know that I love you and I will wait for you. I want to see that hope back on you..

Elliott Yamin: 'Wait For You'

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, you're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just, just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it won't be enough

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what you're keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do

[Chorus]

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

I Promise You...

This feeling is totallyy.. Urghhhh!!

I don't know why am i feeling like this. The feeling now its like, I don't what are u thinking deep inside your heart. Can only think of a song to describe it. I don't know what you want from me actually. I've given my all, really given my all. Sorryy.. Tmr's the last paper! Just lead me through this last hurdle lord. Love you! :)

Katy Perry - 'Hot & Cold'

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah, you PMS like a bitch
I would know

And you always think
Always speak cryptically
I should know
That you're no good for me

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

We used to be just like twins, so in sync
The same energy now's a dead battery
Used to laugh 'bout nothing
Now you're plain boring
I should know
That you're not gonna change

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bipolar
Stuck on a rollercoaster
Can't get off this ride

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down, down, down, down...

P.S. I love you.

Changed?

Have I changed? People says that i've changed. I dont want to. But I'm just sorry to you guys! :)
I'm happy today! Gave her an early b'day present and she's so so crazyy over it! Glad you love it! :)

2 more days to exams! Gosh! Hope i dont have to retake any papers! God, bless me! :)

Study study study...

Exams are coming! Gosh! Next week.. Been studying but somehow feel that its not enough! God, help me! :( After studying today, went riding! :) It's damn funn. Rode town today and I finally pulled off my Full-Cab! :) :) :) After such a long time training! Finally!! :) My 360 seems to be abit more constant too.. Yay!! And and and found a job alr! Working with Chan, Zaf and Qy! :)
Can't wait really can't! :):)

Tmr gonna study again!!


I really wanna do well for my exams! Pray that I won't fail any subjects! :)

My life now..

I guess this song best describes my life now.. Things that I thought seems to be not compromising me. :( But I know that sooner or later.. It'll go my way.. I hope.. I 'm really crazyy over you. I do not know why too.. :(


Meet You There Lyrics
Artist(Band):Busted


I'm waiting
For the perfect time to call you back
Cos I remember saying
Don't wanna know the truth
Can't handle that

And I tried to (and I tried to)
Just forget you (just forget you)
But I don't know how
If only I knew

It's written all over your face
It's such a painful thing to waste
Tell me now,
Where do we go?
Now the future's not so clear
I can't believe we've ended here
Where's the world that doesn't care?
Maybe I could meet you there

Yeah

I'm sorry
If I slagged you down
I meant no harm
But when I heard the stories
I said things I didn't mean
Should have stayed calm

But sadly (sadly)
You got angry
And it breaks my heart
You're so mad at me

It's written all over your face
It's such a painful thing to waste
Tell me now,
Where do we go?
Now the future's not so clear
I can't believe we've ended here
Where's the world that doesn't care?
Maybe I could meet you there

Maybe I could meet you there
Maybe I could meet you there

(I'm sorry) It's written all over your face
It's such a painful thing to waste
Tell me now,
Where do we go?
(I'm sorry) Now the future's not so clear
I can't believe we've ended here
Where's the world that doesn't care?
Maybe I could meet you there

Maybe I could meet you there
Maybe I should meet you there...

P.s Whatever it is, just know that i'm always there for you. This I promise. I love you.. :)

F.M.L!

Many good and bad things happened recently.. Now i'm suffering! :( For another 6 days.. My hearts keep pumping faster and faster. The first time I see you in orientation, I thought I wouldn't ever fall in love with girls like you. Cause u're really not my kind. But end up, my whole heart just fell into you, I'm totally crazyy over you now. I guess you are just too special to me. ILY! <3 :) No matter what your answer will be.. I will still respect your decision. :) P.s ILoveYou..



I'm missing you like crazyy alr! And my knuckle hurts like crazyy.. :(

Damn Happy!

I'm feeling really retarded now... :( but I'm damn happy! Some of u should know the reason why! :) These few days has been like fighting in a war. Winning war i should say. Now it's kinda over! :) I miss riding, studying has overcame it. :( Gonna chiong! Next week prolly gonna study over yun's place to chiong study 24/7! :) :) :)



To someone special! If you're reading this. You turn my life up! I now see much more colours than before!
P.S. I loveYou! :) XOXO

Photo with Qy! :)

I want that HAIR! OMGGGG!! Style or what!

Happy B'day Singapore!

Went out with Malcolm and co. Went to ion. Whoa! There everything is so labelled! See also steam! HAHAHA :) I wanna get another 2 more praise tees! And i'm done! Wee :) Waiting for my Asos goods to be shipped over! Can't wait! Ahhh! Went to see fireworks, thou not clear but it was okay.. Went to Macpherson to have prata with them. Then went to meet ahem ahem for awhile! Love her to the core! :) I'm in love! :) :) ;)



Tmr gonna study! AHHH Must study alr! :)

Happy Day!

HAPPY B'day AGUS! :) Thanks for everything! :)

Serangoon Trip..

Woke up, Tiziana told me that I couldn't tag along out with her cause Janice's mum is following them. So went back to sleep. Was awoken by her call and she asked me to tag along cause Janice's mum changed her mind of going. :) So rushed to bathe and changed and ran out of the house. After meeting her, she told me she can only go out till 4! Pathetic! Shouldn't have tagged along! :( But it's alright. Still enjoyed myself. Hee! :) Went home, changed and rode down to Serangoon to find ken and co. I really enjoyed myself tonight! Love you guys! Ken if you're reading this, I'm really touched by your text you u sent me. You're the best to me too! :) I love u till all ages! :) Pulled off my 180 footjam! Like finally! :) There's school tmr again! Aww!! And exams is in 3 weeks time! Time to get down to work Aidan! Stop playing! :( Gonna start mugging from tmr onwards! :)

F-O-P!

Today was a fun day to say but as well tiring! Slept at 7am this morning. Darn tired! Ken, Hd and Potential stayed over. Hd frame is done! And its damn nice! The colour! OMG! I'm jealous! :( Woke up, got changed and went to Tamp to meet up with Qy and classmates. Coincidentally met Tiziana too. She was going town! :( So took same train. Went to Kallang leisure park and ice skate! Whoa! Its so so fun! Didn't regret spending the reluctant $18.50. HAHA :) Went to meet cell for dinner and went to indoor stadium for FOP! :) It was good thou the songs weren't familiar. First time I find out Sermon is not boring! HAHAHA
Tmr town? Only can glaze at my British India! Pocket lots of holes now! Aww! Poor me! :(