What a nice way to end the day. :)

I'm happy at the end of the day. :) Things that she does are making me feel sO LOVED! :) Hmm working was damn fun today! Did alot of stupid things but at a peak period, it was chaos! I run around serving ppl like mad.. But it was worth it. Cause i'm working with Chan and You! :) I feel that my day today is almost to perfection! :) I'm lovin' it!

What more could i do?

I do not know what to do anymore, my best bro asked me, Eh Aidan, why is your blog so emotional. I do not know what to reply him. I just want it to last, and i'm giving all i've got, up to a point that ytd I wanted to gave everything all up. But somebody told me not to do that. So i guess, i'll let it have another go. Hope everything will work out this time. I'm really glad that i've such good friends to be there with me always. Thanks bro, thanks sis! Thank you guys very very much. :) I'll change and see how things goes.. Hopefully, this time, it will be smooth and silky..

Happy day!

School's starting tmr! But i still feel really happy cause today was a good good good day for me! :) I'm really very happy.. HAHAHA thank you! Yay from tmr start Mon-Fri can see you you and you! :) :) :) STEAMMMMM! Durian shoik uh? HAHAHHA STEAM STEAM STEAMMMM!

Resolved!

Finally, everything has finally came to an end. I'm so glad to have talked everything out with you ytd night. I'm sure that this new chapter will be a totally new beginning and everything that had happened in the past will not repeat itself. I'm selfish and ignorant. I'm sorry, tyvm for giving me another chance. Thou u had alr given me countless chances. And the shirt, yes i remembered. Thank you for making me feel so worth it. I love you girl! :) Forever will..

What's wrong!

I know i can't have everything in my way. Whatever i want. But i already let down my pride! All of it! Why things still don't go and end up as what i wanted. Friends told me that i've change for the worst! Why is all these happening? I tried my very best, put it all that i've got for you. But you still seem so moveless. You are like a rock, a very very big rock, that no matter how much effort i try and put it. It will not move a single bit. I tried everything, every ways but i still seem to fail. Sighh, must things really go this way? Few days back, you were treating me so dearly, i'm over the moon. Really over the mood, but suddenly after that quarrel, everything changed! Ppl say that after quarreling, both parties would love each other more than before. But why isn't it happening then? Prolly its just some bull shit. I will give my very last breath for this all this, for us. If it fails again, i would really not know what to do anymore. I'm so tired, really so tired..

Ahhh!

Long time since i last blogged. My life is always filled with up's and down's! Sighh! Saw my timetable, it sucks! Cannot have the same lesson as you! Wth! Why is it so unfair! And almost everyday ending at 5! Friday ends at 2! Oh god damn! :( I'm so so sad! Srsly! :(

I just pray that everything would go on more smoothly! I'm just terribly sorry for all the stuffs i did.. Everything i did cause i'm really afraid that i would lose you! I'm really really afraid one day, that would come true..

I love you girl! <3>)

What do I have to do?

What must I do to make u smile? :( It's just dead silence now on the phone.. I'm really trying very hard, giving all i've got. Sometimes I just wanna hear you say that you love me. It would really make my day. I'm just trying to express what i feel from the bottom of my heart. You said nothing was wrong but i know that something was wrong. I know you inside out. You can lie to others but you can't to me. I can see everything through so clearly. Words I said to you may by harsh, i'm sorry. But I'm just so afraid that i'd lose you one day. And i really dont want that ending to ever come. I'm sorry, Smile for Mimi's sake can? Please? :)

I love you..

Home Sweet Home..

Finally i'm back home! Yay! :) Missed home, miss my friends and most importantly, I MISS YOU! Had a really great time in XinJiang! The weather there, BEST! :) Everyday like aircon, night time feels like 2 aircon blowing continuously at you. Lol! Had new God-Parents and they are so so good to me! The food there, whoa, sure cannot beat Sg! LOL! Everyday eat Mutton and Beef 3 meals daily. Sure fat alr! Die! :( But the food uhh, eat alr will steam siaa! Bought Vans Half-Cab shoes there too. Woohooo $20 SGD! Cheap or what! :) But sadly, there isnt any internet connection or mobile phone connection there. But my father talked alot to me, and I finally know what i must do in life and what i must not. Thanks Dad, I love you.. I know your suffering there alone. If its possible, i don't mind going there every hols to accompany you. :)

Did things i've never done before in my life. Like holding an Eagle and riding a Camel. Sitting 4 hrs ride into the desert! :) Damn hot! :(

Okayy lazy to type alr! Ciaooo..
I Love XinJiang! Ppl there Rocks! :) Smile Smile Smile!