Life's aint good..

I thought life would be much much better. But i guess i had screwed it all over, AGAIN! Srsly, I dont understand myself either. I just want you to be happy. But seems like whatever i'm doing makes u more and more unhappy..
The PDA, the shouting, the violence and many many more..
I just want to hold you in my arms so tight. So so tight. I guess i'm the kind of guy that likes to show PDA where else you aren't that kind of girl.
And I tried understanding you, keep telling myself that I need to understand you, need to understand you totally.. But at the end of the day, i still dont seem to understand you. I feel so lost, really totally lost..
I just want us to be like all other couples, so happy living tgt.
Is being with me really that hard? I'm sorry, I alr gave my all, my best..

I just want you to remain in my life..
Now I can't get to sleep, thinking of you.
My whole mind is totally filled with images of you.
Sighh, FML..

Blog is soo dead..

My blog seems so so dead.. LOL! My life now is still quite bumpy. Really really hope that everything will smoothen out in the end. Dad is back! So happy, he got his blackberry phone! Arghh!! Jealous! :(
School test are okay.. :) Got into electronics but gonna appeal to Business E. Hope the appealing would pass off. Praying hardd! :)

Got to run! :) Ciaooo..

Must and Mustn't..

Life these few days has been full of shits for me. I suffered and cry like mad, something I had never done so much for a girl before. Do yknow how important u are to me? I've got to stop having that mentality and thinking from now on. If not i'm just ruining my own life. I've really regret whatever that i had done, really regret it.. I'm really sorry for hurting u like madd. Sighh, what was I thinking all of this time.. I will make full use of this last chance u gave me. Thank You girl.. I love you! :)

In need for a change!

I need to change, srsly. I need to be less conservative and protective. If not i'll lose everything i've got. Wee! Tmr gonna study! With Jerry! :) :) Need to buck up on my studies srsly! Its getting from bad to worst! Aidan! Wake Up! Do what u have to. Dont keep slacking! Got to tell myself that. Aim for my ambition! :)